What is one word that describes you?
I’m a worrier. Maybe a warrior too, but I’m on alert cuz I worry that as a warrior I’m outmatched and “outgunned”.
I’m neurotic/sensitive, and I felt that my best option was to flee. Flee what? Read the world news. I’m in a safer country, for now. It may not be so in another year or 2.
Anyways, I noticed that I tend to be a loner, cuz I worry about what others think of me, I’m aware of my quirks and bad habits, and that I take up space. So I tend to be aloof and keep distance. And I can be very quiet.
So what do I worry about? The usual existential stuff, probably more than the average person. I’m trying think of a way to make more money, and failing so far at that. I have limited options with that.
So, yes. Anxious. There’s always something to be anxious about with me. I work with it now, instead of trying to relieve/reduce it.
At least that I’m in a better place than last month, so that helps my mood.
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